Friday 13 June 2014

Guru- the unconditional

Inke hathse mulyavan chizen kholkar de die gaye... Kutumb woh lekr ghar gaye. Aab baat nahi kar sakte. Mujhe dekhkar kaal aapna hath badhaye or maine unka hath aapne mutthi me lia. Achanak dekha ye aab bhi unke unglime reh gaya.
Nurse ko pucha, "isse khole kyun nahi aap !! "
Nurse ne boli ye kholne gayi to woh aapna hath hata rahe the ! Maine pucha guruji laiye ye bhi khol dun , to isara se mana kar die. To maine dekha chandi ka hai,, so rehne dia"
Kuch nahi kahan main usse fir... Ek pic li maine is anguthi ka.
Akshay tritia ke din dikhsha ke thaali per ye anguthi bhi rakkhi thi jo. Subha utne jaldime unke paas aate aate dasakarma ke dukanke paas sirf ek chandi ka dukaan hi khula mila tha. Guruvaran ke ye tucch mulya ki anguthi letewaqt socha "woh jinke paas itne saare sishya ke die hira javrat ke anguthe aate rehte hai main ye kaise dun!! " Fir samay nahi sochkar ghar aayi or diksha ke waqt unhe ye bhi dia or ek tola sona ka mulya jo unhone haskar hame wapas dia tha ye kehkar "mujhse kuch kabhi lia nahi to main kyun lun aab !! Tera ye anguthi main pehn leta hun !! "
Ye unke lie itna mulya rakhta hai nahi pata tha...
Socha 'kochi' bulate hai mujhe jiska matlab "chhoti bacchi" wohi samjkar hame guma rahe hain....
Per Aap jante the ma ko dusre hosp me ilaj karatewaqt bhi koi hai jo aapko dinme do baar jarur dekhne aayegi...aapke sare jarurat ka dhyan rakkhegi...
Aapke antim samaytaq bhi nahi sath choregi or aapka aakhri iccha jo aap mujhe hamesha batate rehte the
"mere jaaneke baad tu mera aakhri kriya karegi na !!"
karungi !! aapke shraddh ki kriyabhi or mukhagni bhi.Bhatiji nahi...Betibhi nahi...Sishya bannkar !!

Aap maholle ki durgapooja ke president the or meri har janmtithi, vijaya dasami me shyamapada goswami ke hath ma ki visarjan se pehle devi durga ke mukut kholkar mere matheper chadate the.... Fir aapne godi me mujhe lekr gangaji me jaate the.main kehti " ye mukut bahot badi hai. Main lakshmi saraswati wale mulut do na ! " or aap kehte the woh chhote chhote mukut hai. Or fir ye to shola ka hai bhari kahan !! "
Kisike mrityu hoti aap hame smashan per lekr gaye. Ma ki beti ke smashan nahi le jani chahie is aapatti per hamesha kahan woh beta hai beti nahi.
Aapke saath har chhutti ke din mujhe ganga snan karne le jaate the. Aapne pithper hame bithakar tairte the ghat ke paas. Main jor jor aapke kaanper chillati thi "Baaaa !! Main dubb jaungi 'ba'.... Mujhe darr lag raha hai... Main fisl jaungi paanime...or aap kehte the " Main kaise tujhe dubbne dunga !! Pakrkar raho"
Pakrkar rakkha !! :)

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